I'm just scared, right?

as a child i already knew what i wanted to become when i grew older,, until now im still set on my dream.. it all started when i knew i could draw, knowing about it gave me motivation and inspiration to pursue Arts or Animation tbh my whole family supported me with my choices so i decided that thats who i wanna be.. at the age of 12 i started getting anxiety or stress of not learning or practicing arts- it made me scared that i might lose my passion in pursuing my dream because art is everything in my life. If im too irresponsible of my dream and passion i wont be the person who i want to be in the future..