I'm impressed to People who can still trust just anyone

As the title says I'm really out of words to praise peoplewho can still trust, cause I myself have a hard time trusting anyone now and I don't know when I'll start to trust people again.I bet you're wondering why I can't trust people, Well I mean if you're own family betrays you Most of us would be scared to trust anyone right. You see in my family there's this conflict most families can relate to,it's where my mother isn't really welcomed or rather liked by my father's family. And they always Speakbehind each others backs not even caring that us (me and my brother) hears every hurtful words they talk behind each other. At first I can still tolerate it, I just always tell myself even if they are at each others throat I'd still see them as family. But then that all changed when The son of my Grandma's sister invited my father to be business partners along with their other cousins in the land our ancestors left for us, they all agreed that they'd share all the expenses renovating etc... But then all of them except my father told that they'd pay later on and ask if my father use his share first and that he'll be incharge of renovating etc. And like that my father carried all the expenses, the business was booming at first even in the middle of the pandemic, there were times where they got short on money and borrowed, and borrowed, borrowed until we were buried in debt. And worst of all they(my father's cousins) didn't even shared atleast half of what he spent and the one thing that really us angry was that same son who invited my father didn't even gave even a 1% of his share and kept quiet and ignored us and then one day we suddenly heard he was investing his money for his' girlfriend's own business and right now our business is almost bankrupt or maybe it already is All of our employees are leaving one by one by the day and those who didn't help didn't even bat an eye, they weren't of course cause even if the business went bankrupt they wouldn't be affected, cause it's not their money that was invested in that business.... Really makes want to feel (no offense but) disgusted at them and ourselves disgusted at the audacity they have to not even help keep the business afloat and disgusted at ourselves for being too nice to even voice out our problems,to complain. And right now I'm struggling to trust even my friends who helped me through tough times, I'm so pathetic, I really wanted to vent all theses feelings but I couldn't trust people who are really important to me So I posted it in this website