I Just Need To Vent

It's okay, Everything is forgiven and forgotten, I understand why you reacted like you did....And I understand why you had to go...And no I don't feel like we need to talk about the past, you seem to know more than enough and I'll leave it at that....Sometimes I miss you, and I am blessed to see you from time to time, but as a friend, not anything more....Can you please forgive my my heart for being so fond of you, can you forgive me for being so corrupted by the spirit of Jezebel, I didn't want it to be like that...And can you forgive me for the shameful things.....I will always treat you like a friend, my intentions are good, and the demons are gone now....I am no longer corrupted, but I don't know who I am anymore, and I'm still shy, I know you don't want to hear any of my crazy talk, and that is who I am. So I finally let you go, after you let me go so long ago.