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Oh no. What happened?
Sunsun0920 · 26-30, F
@CinnamonWorlds i started getting counselling when i was in middle school because I was suicidal. I was having issues with my dad and i was bullied at school. It all got to me at one point. I had a friend who tried to help by getting a counselor involved. Next thing I know, I had to start actual sessions with a local clinic and my parents were told that cps would get involved if they refused treatment. I had to go on and off for 2 years and I (stupidly) made the decision to go back when i was 18 because of some unresolved personal matters. I had so many regrets...i was diagnosed with bipolar then the diagnoses was reversed and declared a misdiagnosis. I am trying to start a law enforcement career and need to prove that i am cleared. The notes from the clinic are conflicting and they documented a personality disorder that i was never informed about. I am 21 now and I am healthy. I have healthier friendships and a healthy relationship. I dont live with my father anymore and my mental health and self worth have improved. I really think this whole thing was just because of the toxic environment I was in and the toxic relationships (both romantic and platonic) that i had. I am having a hard time proving it though.
@Sunsun0920 Wow, so because of the notes from the clinic your career may be in jeopardy? That's truly awful :(
Sunsun0920 · 26-30, F
Exactly. And it really disheartens me because i have no actual proof that I am okay now...also, the last person i spoke to from that clinic was unprofessional and kept interrupting me and kind of altered what id say....this is really stressing me out and is starting to discourage me
@Sunsun0920 The whole thing sounds, like you say, unprofessional. I really hope you can get this sorted out!