Its going to be fine just keep trying and keep your head up plus I will be there for you if you need help with anything

trust me your going to be okay. I was at this point in my life once. Going in and out of hospitals, seeing tons of psyciatrists, nobody could help me. Thats the thing though, you have to help yourself. There is nobody who can "fix" you besides yourself. I understand you just wanting to cry alll day and stay in your room, and honestly im still like that some times. But, you just have to keep going. Try to not isolate yourself like your brain is telling you to. Keep pushing through!! If you ever need to talk im here