im trying so hard not to rage

last sunday, my mom brought me to a shopping mall for lunch. it was nice and we really enjoyed our lunch. after that, i excused myself to the bathroom. right in front of the sinks were two ‘popular’ girls from my school and they were talking abt their day or some shit. i gotta admit i was kind of surprised that they were there and also kind of embarrassed because i wasnt nicely dressed that day and they looked like they put in a lot of effort to dress up. i just ignored them and went into a cubicle because i don’t talk to them in school so there was no reason to start a convo. they realised it was me and the moment they saw me, they suddenly whispered amongst themselves while i was doing my business. then they said out loud: “wasn’t that XXX?” “oh ya its XXX. shes damn annoying.” they laughed loudly and walked out of the bathroom. i might sound overly sensitive but i can’t lie, their words got to me and i spent a few minutes just sitting on the toilet seat and wondering what i did that was so annoying in my entire life. now im afraid to show my face to them at school (we share chemistry, history and literature) and i have those lessons on wednesday… gosh i hate them so much!!