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I's so upset. It was a busy day at work and i kept craving soup.

Now I'm home and it's 10.30 pm. I asked my parents if I could order, and instead my mother berated me for wanting it. I'm so sad about so many things and I just wanted to sit in bed and have some soup. Depression is taking over me once more. I feel like hurting myself again, after a decade of not self harming, I just feel the need to drag a blade against some skin again. Just some sweet pain. Some punishment. But I don't want to be that person again. I want to love myself. Do small things that make me happy and keep me going. i just wanted some damn soup. Jesus.

Update: anyway I'm getting soup and no one can stop me.
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inhshm · 22-25, F
hey, its okay it was just some soup, times like those make us feel some type of way like like isnt worth it but with time youll end up forgetting about the soup, just keep going, you dont need to self harm, you’ve came a long way