I feel like crap. This morning I overdosed on some of my meds. It was stupid. It was to get high. But I couldn’t breathe well or move. My mom and I were in a city and I was trying to get her to take me to a hospital but she said they’d ruin my life. Which essentially that’s probably true. Even now I don’t feel great. I’m moving around and breathing better but I feel foggy and extremely shaky and nauseous. I just hope it’s out of my system soon. I’m tired of my anxiety. I wanted to get high to cope with it, but it almost killed me today I think. It’s been 11 hours. I feel like absolute shit.
