I'm done apologizing and feeling bad because some people don't like me. Or don't like me anymore.
I can't take it anymore. I cared. I just cared about people. I wanted to exist. To maybe be understood, even possibly valued. To value others as best I could. But I gotta stop. I will find my balance again. I need to chill. I'm burnt out.
@Degbeme I'm in therapy to understand and what I'm learning is what looks like issues to others is actually me trying to protect myself. I can't expect people who can't face themselves to face me.
@candycane you have blocked and unblocked me so many times. You have zero patience for me and you can block me again for all I care. I'm done with the whiplash of fickle people.
