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CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
Front door breaking down in the late evening/at night and me having to guard the apartment, not being able to get it fixed. Sometimes random people walk in as if it wasn't my private space.
Having to use a toilet at a place where anybody can come anytime and see me.
War dreams, air strikes, a chunk of apartment missing. An airplane hitting the nearby building...hiding from drones, searching for a room without the windows to not be detected.
Missing some appointment. Usually something with school. Missing a bus and knowing that if I took the next one I would come too late. So it feels like there's still time but in fact isn't. I just can watch the clock as the hand approaches the time when I was supposed to be somewhere.
Running away from a storm and trying to find a place to hide or make an excuse to stay somewhere longer because I see black clouds forming and I am afraid I would get caught in it. Lightning strikes around when I'm indoors but I don't feel safe and I try to find a room without the windows or be as far away from them as possible.
I used to have recurring dreams about running away from sudden big waves on a beach or from a building where I knew was a bomb but I haven't had one of those in years.
Having to use a toilet at a place where anybody can come anytime and see me.
War dreams, air strikes, a chunk of apartment missing. An airplane hitting the nearby building...hiding from drones, searching for a room without the windows to not be detected.
Missing some appointment. Usually something with school. Missing a bus and knowing that if I took the next one I would come too late. So it feels like there's still time but in fact isn't. I just can watch the clock as the hand approaches the time when I was supposed to be somewhere.
Running away from a storm and trying to find a place to hide or make an excuse to stay somewhere longer because I see black clouds forming and I am afraid I would get caught in it. Lightning strikes around when I'm indoors but I don't feel safe and I try to find a room without the windows or be as far away from them as possible.
I used to have recurring dreams about running away from sudden big waves on a beach or from a building where I knew was a bomb but I haven't had one of those in years.