Ive been feeling so on edge lately

Like my anxiety is through the roof. My mind feels like its being split apart from stressing about finances and rising costs ontop of that, takimg care of a newborn that seems to hate sleeping and wrestling with trying to be a good mom and make the best choices, researching how to help her sleep and why is she doing this and that and getting contradicting advice and judgement and my husband burnt out from work coming home wanted to relax but baby is crying and i need him to hold her so i can finally do laundry, take a shower, eat, cook, clean, nap, and not have a screaming baby because i put her down and not be scrutinised for not putting her down or doing it wrong or being told it was easier for them or they had it worse than me. Told to ask for help then told they didnt have any help in a way like im incapable for asking or theyre a better mom than me.

Its intense and im tired and moms dont get enough credit. I see that now