What is the worth of life? Bruh I'm back on being alive, I thought I was getting better...

I'm gonna tell you a trick or tip about relationships why you get depressed.
If you love someone very much in a relationship the mind will start attacking you to get the person out of your life . The mind will start telling you all kinds of stuff , based around insecurities.
The relationship could be going great and a year into it maybe longer then the mind starts talking too you to either push away out insecurities.
That's were the depression comes from is that trail of thinking cause what happens why you get depressed is that you act out on your thoughts that your mind is telling you .
That's were the depression comes from