When your life has zero direction/meaning/purpose and you've got nothing of worth going on/for you why continue on?
It's hitting me like a ton of bricks today just how much of a screw up I am. It's highly depressing.
56-60, M
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powernap · 56-60, M
@NovaNine í was 6 years old in September of 1971 and i was hit by a car one morning before school. Among my many injuries, I suffered a traumatic brain injury (tbi),was in a coma for 3 weeks, suffered a personality change as a result of the brain injury, and almost died. I personally feel it was the personality change that screwed my life up.
I graduated from a 2 year college in 1989 with an associate's degree in general studies and a minor in the social sciences. For about the past 30 years I haven't been able to keep a job. I am now on disability battling major depression, anxiety attacks, insomnia, sleep apnea, and high blood pressure.
I am about 8 years from retirement, but as it is, I have no savings, I live paycheck to paycheck. My life has been wasted (ruined). I feel so hopeless and helpless.
I graduated from a 2 year college in 1989 with an associate's degree in general studies and a minor in the social sciences. For about the past 30 years I haven't been able to keep a job. I am now on disability battling major depression, anxiety attacks, insomnia, sleep apnea, and high blood pressure.
I am about 8 years from retirement, but as it is, I have no savings, I live paycheck to paycheck. My life has been wasted (ruined). I feel so hopeless and helpless.