I am dreamy!!

Yes since early age I wanted to marry a beautiful woman and get a baby. But things don't work like that. I got rejected since the age of 16. I was ugly duckling! I realised women throw themselves at people are rich and handsome. Later after spending 11 years on this website I realised I am not normal. Its not like I don't work. I work super hard but I am considered old rn for any community marriage. People say that why are not married yet? Do you have problems? Are you poor? Did your ex wife runaway? Are you a widow? I am broken 💔