Time for a therapist I think. It's their job to listen to you. Good luck

From someone who felt this way,I will say this.It will pass.You may not think that way at the moment,but I urge you,reach out.If there is someone you trust,speak to them.You are not alone and you will get through this.I am speaking from experience.
I hope in some way,this will help.Take care.

O this is sad
I hope the days will improve

Why did u move there if u don't like winter?

How old are you? Can't you find better alternatives? Try going to a pub and socializing.

Maybe you don’t need to figure out your whole future right now. Give yourself some time to heal and take things one problem at a time.. Moving, work, and everything else can be figured out later. For now, just focus on getting through this difficult period.
Reach out to someone close to you when things are too heavy,suicide isnt the answer,please stay.

Move to where you fel comfortable

Lots of excuses there. If you just started saying, I Can, instead of I Can't, you would feel much better.