I Have My Own Worst Nightmare

I'm living my worst nightmare right now.

Trapped both financially and emotionally in a dead-end rural town, with people I can't stand, unemployed, no car, no friends, no hope of any way out. The weather is exactly what I hate most- hot and humid. The landscape is ugly. The people are gruff and uneducated. The house I stay in (not mine) is dirty, smelly, and toxic with cigarette smoke and mold.

My entire existence right now [i]IS[/i] my worst nightmare.