Missing someone I love

Some nights are ok I seem to not feel that tug on my heart but not tonight, tonight I feel like I’m drowning.

All the memories come flooding back, the way her calmness filled my soul, her rubbish singing that I loved and her hugs that my soul craves.

How did this happen again I ask myself, I wasn’t looking for love I was just looking to be seen and she see me for a long time until she didn’t.

She doesn’t realised the impact she had on me and how much I miss her.

I never thought I would fall for someone older than me but I have, I feel in love with her soul and I just miss her so much it hurts badly!