She’s not going to be happy with how much I’ve been drinking in her absence when she gets back. I guess I’m just not as strong as I should be. Especially when it comes to her being gone.
I don’t get the sense that strength is the key. If alcoholism truly is a disease that would be like saying, “I wasn’t strong enough to prevent myself from getting cancer.”
Forgive me if I’ve overstepped here. Just hard to see a nice person suffering.
I am sure she knows well enough that you will be having drinks, she's probably gonna expect it. Between herself and yourself she is very wise to it. I just know everything will be ok. As long as you keep safe. 💞
