I Miss Someone Who Died

Today, I've heard my mom cried about something and I asked what happened. She said this: "Your aunt's dead, she died." With those words, I couldn't believe it. I just.... couldn't believe it. She died of the coronavirus. It attacked her organs and was shutting down one by one. I haven't saw her in a long time and the only way I saw her was through my mom's phone. My aunt and I weren't that close, but we're close enough to be family!

I was praying.... and praying.... and praying.... and praying. It reminds me of my sister who passed away years ago as it was the first AND last time I saw her....

I was so furious, I had to punch something. Even this won't bring her back. It was too late. I'm not sure if I can take it anymore. I lost my sister, I've almost lost my older brother, and now... now my aunt's gone... For good...

She died in the hospital at 5:37 p.m., room being quarantined and all... and her last words, who told my mom, was, "I'm tired..."

ThePerfectUsername · 70-79, M

I feel for you buddy. I lost the only adult I've ever had when I was a little older than you. At the time I thought it'd crush me. I cried in the street, I cried at work. I was a mess. It does get better after a while but it's never easy. 🤗