I couldn't finish my 3rd movie of the night

I'll finish it in the blazing afternoon sunlight in the living room, to see who wins the Long Walk, my impression of it so far is that it's very much like a social commentary, i'm seeing the guys as hearts, as long as they're walking the hearts are beating, once they stop the military rifle men are the biological ramifications of a heart that stops beating.

I'm smoking a little less, I have to keep that up, for 30 plus years i've only once went a few days without smoking, it was when I burnt down half of our previous home that it shook me to the core, but then I took it up again. There's been a few times when i've gone a fairly long time without lighting up, like 4 hours kind of long, I need to do those kinds of spacing out these next 8 days, and there's 7 packs!! I usually smoke more than a pack a day!!

Will be listening to some audiobooks before sleeping, oh may I sleep a long long time.