Verbal push towards getting into the reading groove
In books the largest field awaits, all my reading thus far has been fickle and medium to low strength. The desire is there, the theory, the anticipation, the availability, for time there needs a pure devotion, direction, not to time myself to see how i'm doing, but just to actually be living the reading, to begin right away to surrender to the reading life, the reading of a maniac, of the material being the thing you really need above most other things.
My favorite times are when i'm reading on my side in bed, the pressure on the spine gone, arching the back to get some cracks going, i don't give 2 shits about my health, it is another theory, but out of sight out of mind, and mind over matter, i'll for sure fall prey to some sort of malady if i adhere to doctoral advice. In a mild, moronic, sedentary way it's living on the edge.
The reading is all at once, i cannot wait to get to everything else by sticking to one thing at a time, one big wave that will carry me to my death, of course i hope for as long as i can, but i also want to live it the way i want to, which is how it's worth living, as opposed to living longer while despising it.
Now i hope to just be able to control my use of SW, use it wisely, so that would be like for brief little breaks that will ensure refreshed vigor in the readings.
Sleep today shall come after i get my THC infused gummies, those are gonna be a blast, but i hope i can see clearly while enjoying them.
My favorite times are when i'm reading on my side in bed, the pressure on the spine gone, arching the back to get some cracks going, i don't give 2 shits about my health, it is another theory, but out of sight out of mind, and mind over matter, i'll for sure fall prey to some sort of malady if i adhere to doctoral advice. In a mild, moronic, sedentary way it's living on the edge.
The reading is all at once, i cannot wait to get to everything else by sticking to one thing at a time, one big wave that will carry me to my death, of course i hope for as long as i can, but i also want to live it the way i want to, which is how it's worth living, as opposed to living longer while despising it.
Now i hope to just be able to control my use of SW, use it wisely, so that would be like for brief little breaks that will ensure refreshed vigor in the readings.
Sleep today shall come after i get my THC infused gummies, those are gonna be a blast, but i hope i can see clearly while enjoying them.
