I Want to Live Life to the Fullest
So I'm a full-time college student in engineering school (majoring in communication engineering) and tbh, I'm really considering dropping out of college. I feel like my life is in a loop, that I'll always be studying and having finals for the rest of my life, that I'm trapped between a book and a test forever, I don't want that, I've had way more than enough of education and studying and so, I'm more about sports rather than education and I know I excel in football (soccer), that is my dream. I know It's one-in-a-million sort of chance but I don't care, I know I want it enough to fight for that spot, I know that's something I wouldn't mind doing seven days a week each and every single day for the rest of my life, not being an engineer!! I know all I want to do is just do something that would make me happy, It's my life after all, no one is gonna help me to feed myself or going to give me another life to live to fulfil my dream, I literally got one shot at this and I don't plan to have any residue dreams left when they put down in the ground. When I tried to take to my parents... yyeaaah that was a blood bath.. sigh.. I don't know what to do, I'm just super confused.