I Try to Live Life to the Fullest

I remember the day i moved away from my hometown. I don't regret it since i had my reasons but i do wish a couple things would have been different. I feel like i really dodged 2 bullets... First one i dodged by moving away before my brother snapped and the family drama started up again. Second bullet i dodged was breaking up with my bf before we decided to get married (young and dumb decision, right?). He wasn't the right one for me for many reasons and i will never put myself through a bad relationship again, i don't deserve to settle for less and have little to no communication from someone when something isn't going their way.

The area i live in now isn't a place i wish to live for the rest of my life and i don't like my job but i have to keep going. I know some day i can move somewhere else that I'll love. But I'm trying to see the positives like I'm getting more job experience and I'm meeting new people. There's so much more to do here and places to visit, shops that i love, new restaurants. So it's not entirely bad.

I'm still trying to move forward and i wonder how my future will be. I guess everyone struggles in the beginning but the rain will pass and there will be a beautiful rainbow.