I hate being black

Check out the YouTuber The Black Ponderer, he's great!! Having a good perspective can help out with how things turn out. It may be less bleak and grim as it may appear. The truth for you, as with all blank slate people, is that there is to be a decent amount of self respect to nurture your way through the path of life. Our thoughts shape our actions.

Being Black isn’t the issue—what you’re consuming and how you see yourself is. If you keep telling yourself you’re not enough, it shows.

Change the input. Build your confidence. Don’t let an algorithm decide your worth.

I can only assure that their are plenty of women that like black men.

I am one of them. It also depends on your environment as well. If you live in a very conservative environment than you're probably gonna get more racist women around you.

Melanin has barely anything with a woman's choice for a partner