I hate being black

Id trade melanin levels with you in a heart beat if i could!

Check out the YouTuber The Black Ponderer, he's great!! Having a good perspective can help out with how things turn out. It may be less bleak and grim as it may appear. The truth for you, as with all blank slate people, is that there is to be a decent amount of self respect to nurture your way through the path of life. Our thoughts shape our actions.

We are all black

Being Black isn’t the issue—what you’re consuming and how you see yourself is. If you keep telling yourself you’re not enough, it shows.

Change the input. Build your confidence. Don’t let an algorithm decide your worth.

This post seems f4ke. Someone over 30 should be over what others think.

But if it is real: youtube and other social media tend to fill our recommendations based on what we look up. So if you look up those types of videos, more will show up.

Yeah in life, it's funny because at first we go looking for something but then eventually it comes looking for us.

What you can do on the youtube recommendations, first turn off history, THEN on videos with negative stuff, just click the three dots on those video thumbnails and "Do not recommend this channel" or "not interested".

I can only assure that their are plenty of women that like black men.

I am one of them. It also depends on your environment as well. If you live in a very conservative environment than you're probably gonna get more racist women around you.

Melanin has barely anything with a woman's choice for a partner