Can someone please kill me? 🥺

Im stressed beyond words, tired all the time lately and not one of the jobs Ive applied for has responded. I can’t take another day at my current one and it ends up Im not making that much anyways. I can’t focus or get the energy for writing which is my only outlet either so Im laying down because for whatever reason my body decided that Im old now and can’t have any energy to do anything and it’s driving me insane.