Can someone please kill me? 🥺

Im stressed beyond words, tired all the time lately and not one of the jobs Ive applied for has responded. I can’t take another day at my current one and it ends up Im not making that much anyways. I can’t focus or get the energy for writing which is my only outlet either so Im laying down because for whatever reason my body decided that Im old now and can’t have any energy to do anything and it’s driving me insane.

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OogieBoogie · F

Take a breath .
...and then take a few more .

Everything gets overwhelming sometimes, esp monotony .

You do have good things in your life:

-You CAN work
- You ARE independent
- yes you are scraping by ...but HEY - you ARE scraping by!🤗 ...you aren't falling into some abyss of debt or failing health, or losing a roof over your head .

It's good to want things to be better.
And you are trying ....this is also good .

You've just hit a wall thats all .
You don't have to climb over it today .
- relax into it ....it's ok to let yourself stop trying for a little bit .
Take a step back , j ust let the world go for a short a while and be in it ....peaceably .

It's ok
It's all ok .
You're ok .

....and that's a good thing 💜🤗💚

Captainjackass · 31-35, M

@OogieBoogie I am falling into the abyss of debt and failing mental health. Thanks though.