when God fails to remove unwanted guests use this.. send him home to the good Lord and say a prayer as you bury the body in the backyard LOL

I won't touch the parts about religion, as I know you need your faith. I'm sorry you have no friends, and what the guy did to you and how you felt, how he was the only thing closest to a friend. I know this world can be lonely and disappointing, but I hope you can find within yourself it won't be always this way and find comfort and love within yourself.

It is not your fault. Get rid of him and build yourself again. I refuse to believe among thousands of humans, none is worthy of friendship.

Yep, I went through that. I knew what the right thing to do was, and I didn't do it. Lots of learning to be had there