I Don't Fear Death

Those who dont fear death. How are you able to be this way? I think death is my overall biggests fears. and yet it's something we can never escape in the end :/

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SW-User

I have no fear of death. Now at least I don't. I used to until my heart stop beating.

Anonymous95 · 26-30, F

@TotalityOfMe: wow. How did that help you? Did u have a near death expireince that changed your view or something?

SW-User

@Anonymous95: I was going through a deep depression. My mother had passed away and I went through a divorce few years prior. Plus a lot of other issues I was going through. I have an irregular heartbeat so I'm used to my heart doing crazy things. This particular night my heart started slowing down which I'm used to it beating slowly and then speeding up but this one night it started slowing down to the point where it was barely beating. I'm very in tune to the way it feels because of me being used to it be an irregular. At this point I started feeling a lot of pain in my chest. I'm feeling the pulse on my neck and I felt one beat and then nothing. I jump up really quickly and everything went black. I woke up across the room laying beside of my recliner. To reach this position I would have had to take 10 steps around my coffee table and then over to the chair. The thing is once my heart stopped beating I should have fell straight down to the floor. Something picked me up and throwed me against the chair and the force of the impact started my heart back beating. I did not walk and fall because the arm the chair was broken from the force of the impact. Something saved my life that night. I spent a couple nights in hospital after that. The doctors could not figure out what happened. They examine me and I did not have a heart attack. Just a miracle. Because of this I have a different outlook on life and of course death. I no longer fear it.

Anonymous95 · 26-30, F

@TotalityOfMe: wow that sounds like a life changing expireince. Amazing. Sorry you had to through that tho. The scary heart thingy and all the other crap but sounds like someone was/is watching over u

SW-User

@Anonymous95: Well that's the story of my life. Or shall I say stories. I've had many what the hell moments throughout my life. I definitely have a guardian angel keeping up with me. As long as I don't cause it to start drinking I should be fine. LOL.

Anonymous95 · 26-30, F

@TotalityOfMe: lol sure my gardian angel drinks lol