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I don't know you at all, or what your situation is, but maybe you are focusing on the wrong things in life. Maybe what you need to think about is pleasure.
Don't concentrate on the things that bother you, don't let that side win, think of what makes you happy and go there instead.
There will always be obstacles in life, we ALL go through them, it is constant and unrelenting but there is also pleasure in there. An accomplishment, finishing something, making someone smile, paying the bills, getting to work on time, all kinds of things that can make you feel good. Go for a walk in the woods... naked.. with a pointy hat and a loin cloth (so the old grannies don't scream and run... or maybe that is fun too). See how many pinecones you can juggle. Do what makes you happy.
Dying hurts, you don't want to go there.
Don't concentrate on the things that bother you, don't let that side win, think of what makes you happy and go there instead.
There will always be obstacles in life, we ALL go through them, it is constant and unrelenting but there is also pleasure in there. An accomplishment, finishing something, making someone smile, paying the bills, getting to work on time, all kinds of things that can make you feel good. Go for a walk in the woods... naked.. with a pointy hat and a loin cloth (so the old grannies don't scream and run... or maybe that is fun too). See how many pinecones you can juggle. Do what makes you happy.
Dying hurts, you don't want to go there.
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While there is some time in that, why not give something to this world before you go.
Yeah, I get that. I don't want to live to an old age in this world. I'm pretty much done now. I have a few loose end I want to tie up... then I will pray for an early death.