Dear Heart.....No!!!! That is not the answer. You're missing a piece of the puzzle of life. His name is Jesus. He wants to give you a great life. You're miserable because God is trying to get your attention to say give me a chance, I love you! I will rescue you and save you.
Please listen to me for just a few minutes before you make a decision tonight that can never be undone.
I don't know you personally, but I see you. I hear you. And I believe there is a person behind those words who is hurting so badly that you can't see any way out anymore. I am not here to judge you, lecture you, or tell you that your pain isn't real. **I believe/know your pain is real.**
But please, don't make a permanent decision while you're in the worst moment of your life. Pain doesn't last. It is temporary. There's no such thing as everlasting pain 24/7. Thankfully, we do get breaks in-between. I have a disability as well in fact I have a few disabilities. I know exactly what you're saying. It's very hard and I'm so sorry you're going through this but you are not alone my friend. It may seem like it but you're not. We see you in God sees you and he wants the best for you, not suicide.
Whatever has happened to you, whatever you've lost, whatever has been done to you, and whatever you believe you have done wrong—**none of it is beyond God's ability to redeem.** You may feel like your life has no value right now, but your feelings are not the final authority on your worth.
And beloved, I need you to think about something very seriously. You don't know what lies on the other side of that decision. Once you take your life, you cannot come back and change your mind. You cannot go back and give tomorrow a chance. You cannot see what God might have done with your life if you had held on. The devil really wants people to think there's no hope that he's dead wrong. He will lie to you that there's no hope but I'm here to tell you that many a person and I know two of them, that decided to end their life, but Jesus stepped in and saved them. I also almost lost my life one time. So close. I'm so thankful to God for the miracle to saved my life because I certainly was not prepared for eternity. And those same people that have tried to kill themselves would tell you today they're glad they were not successful. What you can't do, God will do! He will help you and he will rescue you but you have to let him. How horrible it would be to end up in a place you're not prepared for, nor have prepared for, for eternity. That's worse than anything that could ever happen in this world.
Eternity is real. I would never want you to step into eternity without first turning to the One who created you and asking Him to help you. **You don't have to have everything figured out before you call on God. You don't even have to feel like you believe. Just cry out to Him. Tell Him exactly what you're feeling.** if you're not absolutely sure where you'll end up in eternity, don't gamble with your soul, please. There's no second chances. God's Word tells us that. God cannot lie. He is pure and righteous so please don't listen to the lies of the devil. He would love for you to join him, any of us.
You can simply say, “God, I don't want to live anymore, but if You're really there, please help me. Please don't let me do this.”
And then please, stay with somebody tonight. Don't isolate yourself. Put some distance between yourself and anything you could use to hurt yourself. Talk to somebody who can physically be with you. And if you need someone right now who is trained to listen without judging you, you can call or text **988**. You don't have to explain everything perfectly. Just tell them, “I'm thinking about killing myself tonight.” They will listen to you and help you through this moment. ([988 Lifeline][1])
Please don't make tonight the end of your story. I love you friend and so do people hear. We hear you and we see you.
**Give God one more night. Give yourself one more chance.**
You are being seen. You are being heard. And right now, there are people who would rather sit with you through the darkest night, than have to live with knowing you didn't make it through.
Please, stay.
That devil says there's no hope but I'm here to tell you exactly as I would tell any of my loved ones and Friends or family, our hope is in Jesus. He loves you more than anyone ever could and he's wanting to help you more than anyone ever could. Jesus is the answer, not suicide. Not ever. The wrong choice, and that's a very long time to suffer. None of us can afford to get this wrong. Souls are at stake. It just doesn't end and everything's better once you cross over. It doesn't work that way unless you prepare for it. The Bible says we are appointed only once to die and after that, there's no more chances. You cannot cross back over once you enter the spiritual world so think about this carefully. Eternity is an awfully long time to get it wrong my friend. That's why I'm telling you all this. Please think this through. It doesn't have to end this way.
Don't play Russian roulette with your own soul. You've got plenty of time to think about this. You don't need to decide anything tonight. Especially when it comes to your soul and Eternity. Stay with us please. I'll help you through this. I'm here for you. You can PM me and we will get through this every day if you want. That's up to you but that is my heart because I know God can give you a brand new life, like he did me in 1973 when I asked him to forgive me of my sins and save my soul and he did, right then and there and I've never been sorry. He wants to give you a friend new life as well. Nothing is impossible for God. He took my broken sinful life and made it something beautiful and he'll do that for anyone no matter who they are if they will allow him to. Let's get through this together. We'll talk about it and we'll Learn and Grow in Christ who loves and adores you. He proved that on the cross. What seems to be the end, God can make into a new beginning. A better life. A fresh, brand new start.
That devil wants you to think your life is over but it's not. God has good plans for you and your life. It's better to give that a chance then to just throw it all away in an instant and not be able to change it back. Eternity can wait. God wants to give you a good and happy life right now. And think how many people love you here. Do not end your life before you've had a chance to know how it feels to live it happily. There's nothing God cannot fix.
That's what he wants for you. Not confusion because confusion comes from the devil not the Lord. He's got plans for your life. Give him a chance and you will see it is true. God's not worried about the mistakes you've made. Everyone has. His love for you is unconditional, no matter who you are or what you have done. He will never turn you away. That is his promise to us. And he never breaks a promise. He'll never abandon you like other people. He'll never leave you or forsake you like others may. If you were out in the ocean in a boat and there was no one to rescue you there, you would surely die. Jesus wants to rescue you right now. If you refuse his help, not only will you die physically, you will die spiritually and eternally separated from God and Heaven. Not because he wanted that, but because he will honor your choice.
As someone who used to be suicidal (when I was a teenager), I'll just say that I'm glad I didn't go through with it, even though at the time everything was going wrong and I couldn't figure out a way out of the mess I was in.
@DLight Same. I tried three times and failed. Sometimes life gets really dark and you can't see your way out... but that also means, you know some of the darkest parts of yourself, of reality. So of course, the opposite is completely true, as well. People who experience the lowest of lows, can also experience heavenly experiences of joy. It's really just a shift in thinking although no one wants to hear that when they're in a dark place.
Recently I've been feeling suicidal, it's a long story, but life is kicking the crap outta me right now. I went to bed, one night, realized I could be murdered in my sleep, then just gave up that thinking. If I die, I die (I was suicidal but still fearful for my life lol). What can I do, I put my faith in something more, I am just one person in this vast world, many before me, many ahead of me. I went to sleep and had the most amazing vivid dreams of angels and my father (he died of cancer)... and I woke up feeling loved and protected. I wish the same for you, my friend. I don't know you at all, I'm not gonna tell you not to do it. I'm just here to remind you that anything can turn around, at any moment.
