I don’t wish him dead. I wish him out of office. He is venomous and careless.

I'm not sure what there is to understand. Each of us have our own journey - it is unlike anyone else's ever has been or ever will be. Some are long, some are short. Some are arduous, while others appear to be an easy street. Each of us have free agency to make personal decisions and life choices. We aren't gifted with the knowledge of what we'll face, or how long we'll be here on this earth. And, we don't have to, or get to, answer for anyone else, nor will anyone run a buffer for us when we stand in judgement - and I do believe there is a judgement day for us all where we will atone for the things we've done and said, or not done and said, as the case may be. To me, wishing for anyone's untimely death is wrong and in a huge way. You may or may not agree with me - it doesn't really matter either way - but those are the general thoughts that came to mind after reading the question.

Grief can do effect us in weird ways.

For every 'good guy' or 'bad guy' you know about there are a million more 'better' and 'worse' out there.

Some doing good things. Some pure evil you just haven't heard of yet.

Making heroes or villains out of celebrities is the sort of thing teens do.

What's to address???

Christians can't control God's timing any better than you can.

I tend to regard this as a proof that god either doesnt exist. Or doesnt give a cr@p about humanity.😷