What is the closest you've ever come to dying?

When I had my psychotic episode, the police were called to perform a "welfare check". I was psychotic and thought they were serial killers. Eventually they broke the door down, found me hiding, and decided to tase me, and because of my psychosis, I thought the taser was a real gun. When they tased me, I thought they shot me and I was in the process of painfully dying. I didn't see any light or see my life flash before my eyes. I did feel a sense of closure and sort of just accepted my fate. Thankfully, it wasn't the end, and I was probably more likely to die when multiple of them were kneeling on me like George Floyd.