My best friend died in 2014.

Lately I’ve been dreaming of her again. I hope she’s who my mind conjures up as I’m transitioning.

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As strange as it might sound, I know exactly where I want to go when I 'go'. I hope that my mind makes it feel real it my final moments. I have no interest in seeing the future, only to be able to go to the past where I was happy. I don't want to go to heaven, I want to go home.