i iwsh there wa s a reason for me to live

but sadly there isnt all my family is gone no real friends hate tvc so i dont watcxh it i hat ethe sun cuas eit makes people ugl and old i eat healthy go to the gym and wea rsunscrene everyday only cuas ei odnt want to ge tany uglie rthen i laready am big deal i look a good 10 sometime s15 years younger then my age or get bi g deal theres nothing here for me i need to die just too stupid to find a way to die i wouldnt want a Botch job