A true confession of the soul

I have a human I care about...

But it's been so long since I've been human...

And the part of me that is diminishes everyday...

In order for me to keep her and one day love her I must do all that I can to reconnect with my humanity...

I have already tainted her...

Broken her...

Made her cry...

And it makes me wonder if there is still anything human in me left alive...