How should I feel about it 🤷🏻‍♀

I found out this week that the man who brutally murdered my grandad had hung himself.

I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel about that.

It doesn't bring me joy or closure

It doesn't make me feel justice has been served

Am I sad he's gone. No of course I'm not I'm relieved I'll never have to think about the fact he may walk the same streets as me again one day.

For the most part I feel cheated. Why should he get to end his life and escape from the evil disgusting things that he did.

I wanted him to live a long and torturous life where images of my grandad haunted him forever.

I would say his death should of been one of suffering but I suppose that's the one thing that actually was. Hanging is no bed of roses.

I hope my grandad met him as he descended into the light and cast him into the burning fires of hell for all eternity.

Good riddance Gavin Coz