I have a funeral to go to and I’m stressed about it.

My uncle passed a couple days ago. Reason I am stressed is cause my mom told me before she passed she did not want that side of the family to be informed when she died (in 2021) so I followed her wishes even though I personally disagreed with them. Anyway, this will be the first time I will have seen that side of the family since then. Should be nice and awkward…