It’s weird ey.

The other night. I fainted while I was walking, face planted the kerb, got checked for fractures and brain bleeds.
Now I’m sitting here with the tip of my blade pointing at my jugular thinking, just one press and it’s all over. I don’t know how I got to this but what’s stopping me from doing it though is I know something or someone will get me very soon anyway. That fainting episode was just my warning.