I Do Not Fear Death, But I Fear An Unlived Life

Im fearful of being stuck..of what i consider unaccomplished. I feel as though im so far off track and/ or behind in life I'll never get to where id feel at least content, not miserable but not living my best life just right there in the middle. People are known to say things get better over time but do they really or does the way any individual handles their situation get better. Never did I ever think at my age I'd be living this way. Absolute torture from my perspective. Miserable. Anytime there's a light that starts showing, a glimmer of hope shit just goes to shit and I'm dragged just as far back as I was. It's exhausting and the best thing that could happen to me at this point is for all of this to be over. Im litterally getting nowhere just moving enough to go slowly go backwards. It's all too much for just me. Tired.

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Wiseacre · F

U need to talk to a trusted friend or counselor about this..it’s too important to keep inside.

Justafantasy · M

Same

SoFine · 46-50, F

Time you build up your worth of self, your self worth.
1. Never compare yourself to others.
2. Each day is new, then let that day be as it is. (To be)
3. Forgive your parents, teachers, friends for any old mishaps.
4. Forgive yourself for not taking up any opportunities that you let go.

True success is been with all the mundane aspects of life,mundane takes up 98%. The shopping, cleaning, balance budget, school, rest, exercise. .

To be
To be you (if you dare to be)

warnbrobeachlover1 · M

Yeah depression can be a terrible burden , just don't give up these bad times happen a lot and if you let it get the better of you it can destroy you. Try to be the beautiful person you are and fingers crossed in time with being a trusting and careing person things will get better, good luck and best wishes.

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