I Have A Hard Time Accepting The Death Of My Loved One
Today was my best friends moms wake. I knew her for over 7 years. I would go over there all the time and she always treated me good.
My friend has a 2 year old daughter. She asked me to watch her. I thought i was only going to watch her for a short time and someone was going to come back and take me to the ceremony. Because thats what I was told. But I missed the entire ceremony.
I know someone had to watch the baby. But I still feel so sad about missing it.
Someone came to watch the baby an hour before it ended. I was able to go then But all the speeches and things were over.
Her uncle said that it was really important that I did that. But I honestly feel like crap about it.
My friend has a 2 year old daughter. She asked me to watch her. I thought i was only going to watch her for a short time and someone was going to come back and take me to the ceremony. Because thats what I was told. But I missed the entire ceremony.
I know someone had to watch the baby. But I still feel so sad about missing it.
Someone came to watch the baby an hour before it ended. I was able to go then But all the speeches and things were over.
Her uncle said that it was really important that I did that. But I honestly feel like crap about it.
31-35, F
