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Lilkattie5684 wow. That's pretty fucked up, alright. I don't suppose you can talk to him about it, that'd be pretty ... tough to start. Can you talk to yr sister, though?
And .. no guy is worth killing yourself over, there's 3 billion other guys out there, someone will be better for you than him (not much consolation I know, when the knife of betrayal and rejection is twisting in your guts. Not much does help with that, except time).