Deathbed Confessions: Episode One

There was a time I was so done with my parents/family in general that I did sex work rather than accept their money for my health and education costs when I couldn’t work enough.

My sugar daddy passed away and I had a few scary experiences trying to meet another one and stopped before I got myself into too much trouble.

Sometimes I feel shame about this but mostly I am just so grateful for all of the healing and reconciliation that has occurred since then. Also grateful that I was one of the lucky ones who didn’t end up missing or murdered. I knew too many who met that fate and there is some survivors guilt.

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DancingStarGoddess ·

Definitely understand this and there's no shame in doing what you have to do to survive and make sure you have what you need. Sometimes the behind the scenes isn't pretty on the way to a more stable or happier life but sometimes the circumstances beg us to exhaust literally all avenues. Those things aren't who you are, merely a series of actions that you don't have to worry yourself or wring your hands over anymore and you made it through them. Absolutely 100% understanding here and zero judgement. Let yourself be unburdened completely 🤗

SwampFlower · 31-35, F

@DancingStarGoddess I really appreciate this comment. You seem like a very kind person and it’s too bad I’ve just started seeing you around 🫂

DancingStarGoddess ·

@SwampFlower I often leave for long periods of time for health, life and mental health related reasons but I always come back. I try my best to always be kind of I can help it. The world is very much in need of it. 💝🫂