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CONFESSION TIME -- Your turn

Anyone remember EP confessions? I miss those.

Didn't use them much then...but now, would be nice.

I cheated on someone I loved, 2018.

Slowly after I became an alcoholic.

The very two things I despised and swore against....I became.

Sober until 22, virgin until 24 (2012). Had a good steady relationship until 2018.

I became disgusted with myself once I cheated. Can't look at myself or love myself. That was 5 years ago. Trying to drink myself to death because that's what I deserve.

Wouldn't you say? Think of the one that hurt you..... I am that person. They should suffer, yes? You hate them.

Seems only logical to hate myself.

I can only spend the rest of my life repenting.

It's just disgusting. I feel disgusting. The people who hurt you should feel disgusting.

We do.
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dubkebab · 56-60, M
In my experience,until you decide to sober up these emotions and guilt will simply fester and keep you stuck.I have done much worse things than what you describe and with hard work and honesty I pulled out of my deadly spiral.I also had help with gradually returning to sanity . It's possible for you too when you decide you've suffered enough. Easy does it.
HellsBelle · F
@dubkebab I find myself wondering....what for? What is the purpose. I sit on the bench facing the lake in nature and.....I absorb it but feel nothing. What is the purpose
dubkebab · 56-60, M
@HellsBelle There are many differing purposes in life which we can find when we choose to quit stuffing our emotions into a bottle.Worth a try.