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CONFESSION TIME -- Your turn

Anyone remember EP confessions? I miss those.

Didn't use them much then...but now, would be nice.

I cheated on someone I loved, 2018.

Slowly after I became an alcoholic.

The very two things I despised and swore against....I became.

Sober until 22, virgin until 24 (2012). Had a good steady relationship until 2018.

I became disgusted with myself once I cheated. Can't look at myself or love myself. That was 5 years ago. Trying to drink myself to death because that's what I deserve.

Wouldn't you say? Think of the one that hurt you..... I am that person. They should suffer, yes? You hate them.

Seems only logical to hate myself.

I can only spend the rest of my life repenting.

It's just disgusting. I feel disgusting. The people who hurt you should feel disgusting.

We do.
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BlueVeins · 26-30
Truth is, you deserve to be happy despite all that you've done. It's not logical to hate yourself.
HellsBelle · F
@BlueVeins it seems very logical. do bad things, deserve bad things.
BlueVeins · 26-30
@HellsBelle Justice is a social construct designed to discourage bad behavior. You already know what you did wrong and you're not going to do it again, so there's no point in putting yourself through all this pain. Go out and do some volunteering. You can't fix the heart you broke, but you can help mend other ones. That's what I try to do.