I Have a Confession

I want to rewind back to when it was just me and my husband. No baby, no dog, no nothing. I wish I could go back to then and make different decisions that would mean we aren't arguing constantly and we don't have a special needs baby.

I am SO BORED everyday and I've got so fat and disgusting. Everything I say is stupid or wrong or inappropriate. I've lost control.

It's a bad confession, but I have postnatal depression and currently it's all I can think about.

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Mamapolo2016 · F

Here is a site that can help you find an online support group. I encourage you to give it a try. It's a place where you can talk to people who understand the place you're at. I found it a life-saver during my late husband's illness.

https://www.friendshipcircle.org/blog/2013/09/03/10-reasons-special-needs-parents-should-join-a-support-group/