I Have a Confession

I want to rewind back to when it was just me and my husband. No baby, no dog, no nothing. I wish I could go back to then and make different decisions that would mean we aren't arguing constantly and we don't have a special needs baby.

I am SO BORED everyday and I've got so fat and disgusting. Everything I say is stupid or wrong or inappropriate. I've lost control.

It's a bad confession, but I have postnatal depression and currently it's all I can think about.

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Mamapolo2016 · F

If you need an ear, ever, PM me. I won't promise to answer immediately, but if I'm alive and have internet, I promise to listen and answer. No judgments.

Starsandfire · 31-35, F

@Mamapolo2016 thank you. I was supposed to be having counselling this week but it was cancelled at the last minute, they don't know if the therapist will be back any time soon so that's it basically

Mamapolo2016 · F

There are other therapists. I will do my best to try to help you find help where you are. Or just listen. Or whatever you need that I can ease even a little. @Starsandfire