I Have a Confession

I've been having talks with my boyfriend on the matter, and he is really broken over all of this. He said he thought he had true love. Well, I never imagined it would be like this. I never thought I would come in contact with the other person again, and that my feelings for them were still as strong as they were. He doesn't want to accept that I have had feelings for this other person and that I love both of them in a romantic way. In his mind we are married. I am struggling with the fact that I love two people and can't wrap my head around it. He understands that it's a natural feeling, and that I can't help how I feel. But he wants to be in a relationship with someone who wants only him. I understand this, and I agree that that's the way it should be. And it had been that way with us, so I thought. With him, he has no other responsibilities besides work and paying bills. He lives comfortably in his environment like a hobit. He is usually secluded, detached naturally. But he has always been a zoner because that's just him. He does love me, and he has chosen me as the person he can live comfortably.