It's been a weird couple days

I've only gotten angrier. I've tried to keep my composure like my grandma said, and I think things could have been so much worse if I didn't. My brother's still holding this grudge against me, which is pissing me off even more. I've tried to behead one of the stuffed toys I have at home just last night cuz yeah.

Also, another motorcycle driver swerved at my direction during a walk and once I stepped a little out of the way, he just drove off like nothing happened, driving at the same pace, which was pretty fast. I wish I could've looked back to see the license plate.

I swear, one of these days I'd probably end up murdering someone.