Why won't they leave me the fk alone when they know I'm angry and I tell them to avoid me?

Then they get upset from my reaction. 🤷🏻‍♀ they piss me off on purpose I swear and then I'm the evil one and I got nothing better to do with my life. I get judged over and over and over even on the food I order.
My colon is already messing with my mood today and then this shit happens. God what have I done in my previous life to end up here.