To the point of burnout I'm raging.

Because nobody cares, nobody helps they just make it harder and it's okay for others to be stupid but not for me to ask for honesty and clarity.

I need a break and I need to be away from people before I hurt someone.

I don't have thoughts of hurting myself anymore. I am done internalizing the stupidity of the majority of humanity.

I'm sick of the cheesy, selfish bullshit I have to put up with every day and I want to punch someone.

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0uijaFinger

Im sorry it's got to this for you. I grew up internalising and it's messed me up. Im numb to a lot of things. Not great, but every now and then I burst and it all comes out in a mess.

People lack empathy in a world we've grown up that's full of one-upmanship and weird societal rules. We can only hope our children will have it better by giving them what we didn't have.

I hope you get what you need. This isnt nice for you.

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@0uijaFinger The outbursts are so unpleasant and messy, but it just happens 😔

Every step is isolating.

Just when I think I couldn't be more disappointed, I am. I can't make it stop unless I change into someone I don't want to be...

That is my only hope left. Our children. I hurt for them too.

Thank you. I would settle for just a few hours of nice. I'm starved for nice.